What i am doing right now

is having faith. I am not pushing things. I just know, that there are things slowly falling into place. I do not see the picture yet, but this time i will play along. Iam completely calm. Of course i have my wishes and expectations and sometimes i get impatient. But then i am out of the flow and it is better to just smoke a shisha amd watch a movie instead of follow the urge to hurry. Weeks have passed now and i am sure, months will pass until i really can say, where all this will get me. And in the end i will achieve what i really want. To know that however i must follow the winding road. I will walk that path calmly and remain conscious.